Friday, November 17, 2006 10:58 AM Chatted with Christie last night & catch up quite alot, we talked about everything. She's really a good listener, after hanging up the phone, went to cook some instant noodles to fill my stomach & my bro's. Had a big fight with my mom yesterday, simply cannot take her words for real, what a lousy mother I had. Others might think I shouldn'y have said that, if anybody aren't happy with what I typed, kindly close this window please, no point tagging my blog with no names. My mom really need a treatment from doctor or do a scanning, went inside my room to vent my anger by throwing everything. My living room was like covered with pencils, pens and papers all on the floor, I need something to vent my anger on alrights, she threatened to call the police BLAH BLAH BLAH & I knew she wouldn't do it, my grandma will be siding me for sure. Everyone in the family know about her problem but she just don't seemed to discover it even though we tried to talk to her about that. I did cried too, when facing family problem I seemed so weak & will cry over small things. I gotta get stronger as day goes by, when I needed Mengda the most, he don't seemed to be there for me, it's all my friends to came by esp. Christie, Adeline & Qiqi. Nichloas asked if I regret going into relationship with him, I replied a 'NO' I know I can't really blame him at all as he's serving NS now. I just need a normal boyfriend who can stand by me at all times. Adeline ahma also have been waiting weekly for Ahgong, I really wonder how my ahma does it, I bet she don't feel much better than me. Looking back, my bro always have to go overseas for training for at least 3 weeks - 1 month. Now hoping that Mengda won't have to but I'm just day-dreaming but just can't stop myself. I dare not tell him all these, I knew he would be unhappy, I swear I gonna go bonkers if I were to keep it all to myself. Now talking to Dasmond wahkaos she really know how to crap mans. HAHA xDD BTH his ahbeng way of talking ARGHHHHHHHH @.@ he kept suan-ing that I'm a xiao meimei. He kept saying I can fight with 10 LIN YI MING [ the fattest guy in mediacorp ] LOL buay tahan him mans. He asked how come everytime he sms-ed me I didn't reply so I told him the reason then he ask then now can liao right. "ni zui hao reply lim beh eh sms laa hohh" that's what he said to me. Then I told him that I will only reply him depends on my good mood (: but later on I said I won't reply him liao ler since he wants to get so guailan with me HAHA, well he said he will change zz I DOUBT okayys !! That si ahbeng still told me that he 100% confirm that me & Mengda won't last more than a month. SHIT HIM, I shall prove it wrong to him !!
AWWWWWWWW~ my boy is finally back (: get real shocked when I saw my phone ringing with his name appearing :D he can book out today le (:
JIAYOU FOR TODAY'S PAPERS CHRISTIE (:
I STILL LOVE YOU OKAYYS.
DON'T ALWAYS COMPLAIN TO AHMA THAT I BULLY YOU !
I'm missing so many people right now :[
qiQi adeline christie shina siman louisa sofia sophia ETC.
Adios
