Monday, August 20, 2007 3:54 PM 我很难过, 我真的非常难过.
I started emo-ing when I'm all alone. Don't know what's so wrong with me either.
Feeling sick& tired. But it's not because of him, perhaps.
emo, emo-ing, emo-ed; Monday blues? I hope so.
Any kind soul willing to call me& get a scolding?
I need to 发泄 to feel better.
I've no reason to divert all my attention to it,
but I just can't helped it.
Found a flat in Hougang area already.
Hope I'll be able to move out in months time.
I've thousands& thousands of reasons to move out of here.
OUT OF SENGKANG~
New environment, brand new memories.
I might as well go bang the wall (fishtank) now.
Felt so embarrassed now, don't ask me why ._.
If I'm given a wish, I would turn the time to
2 hours back ONLY& that will be enough to save me from the embarrassement.
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Enough of emo-ing, there's always an e.n.d to everything, isn't it so?
I'm in love with monday's timetable. It never fails to perk me up.
Almost free lessons for the whole day :D
Play cards as usual& Mr Shiny Fong kept getting the same Ace over&
over again until Jaslyn got so fed up. She even told Shiny that if he were
to get Ace again, she wouldn't give out the cards to him.
Shiny gotten Ace again& he actually told Jaslyn that he consider it
as 21 points instead of the double winning he should get.
Great Monkey of all :D
Jaslyn& Shiny had a bet that if Jaslyn did not owe Shiny $$,
then she'll be given the 'authority' to add comments to
anyone she likes using Shiny's account. What a bully~
She won the bet& she went crazy.
I hate ChunFai's actions while playing cards, damn irritating.
But I think I should get used to it real soon, if not volcano
will erupt real soon.
Something stupid happened after school is that a group of us waited for the uncle
to unlock the backgate for us (the gate was 'closed'). We waited for so long
& when Melissa went out from the gate, Sissy Eugene gave those
stupid looks. 受不了!
C.CR kept repeating the word '受害者' infront of Liling, due to her 经历
with a flasher. She's making so much noise while walking to the provision
shop, same as Sarah, forever so noisy. Why can't they learn from
ChinFang, which is so lady-like.
Wanted to study with Mel initially but I'm really tired& afraid that
I'll give attitude to him. So, forget it.
Thinking should be meeting him up tomorrow.
Ahma changed her blog song, is the song that I love man :D
Bum changed her blog song too, it's rather emo ah~
Cheer up bum (:
Chatted on the phone with gorilla& he managed to make me laugh a little. Too bad, he got a girlfriend already. His girlfriend's character just like me ( which is not a good thing ) . He actually joked that his fate will be controlled by those girls with the same characteristics as me. I wondered if that's a praise or what. But, he's a good person which cannot be tell from seeing his face. My part-time clown& part-time boyfriend in the future :D
There goes the gorilla& here comes the kingkong LOL.
never talked to him for like uber long& he don't
remember who am I ( I don't remember him as well )
He kept talking craps like nobody business. eat shit la.
JingJiang, sms me anytime& I'll entertain you with my super lame jokes alrights :D
Verse 1:
who needs to feel that way,
who needs those words to say,
who wants to give their heart,
to watch love fade away,
'cuz i made up my mind,
i didn't wanna know,
why should i find a love,
that isn't here to stay,
i wasn't waiting,
until you came along,
and now i need you,
to tell me where my heart belongs,
Chorus:
but i don't wanna fall in love,
till i fall in love with you,
and you show me what my heart already knew,
(my heart knew),
i don't wanna fall in love,
till i know the love is true,
cuz i need,
you to feel the way i do,
when i give my heart to you,
Verse 2:
i've seen the tears they cry,
when they start with goodbye,
i didn't wanna be,
the one who's asking why,
i didn't think that i,
would ever feel so strong,
but now i know,
that i was wrong,
Chorus bridge:
now i believe it's worth a chance,
to find that love to last for all my life,
give me a sign so i,
will always know this love is right,
chorus 2x's
& it's over
Musmus said that he've got nothing to draw already& I suggested this mushroom :D & I've showed him 2 videos sent by hwee'didi & he kept saying that the 24 yrs old guy is my friend -.- lame mushroom.
Adios
