Sad to received such sms-es. You're right, maybe I just don't understand you well enough. Whatever it is, I'm not going to admit that I'm at fault at that period of time. You tried to make yourself feeling better by pushing all the blames to me; alone. Yeah right, you've other friends besides us. You wrote in your blog that how happy you were chatting with your primary school friends. They're able to chat with you nicely is bcos they don't have to stand your attitude for hours a day. WE are the ones tolerating it always. Don't say we don't have to give in to you. That's bull-shiting. Deep in your heart, you wish to get all the attention. This will be our last year together yet you came up with such stunts. Don't flaunt your abilities in front of me, sickening. You said you sent me such sms-es were to trapping my words, in order to know what kind of friend are you to others. Damn, you jolly well know it like years ago since Sec 1. I don't know why I cried over what you typed but this thing is not going to end like this, when you don't even intend to change. You asked me where am I when you're alone, telling me straight in my face that I chased all your friends away by scolding them when I saw them. My friendship with QiQi doesn't sour bcos you doesn't like her as well. Everyone around you is suffering. not bcos of their own problems but bcos of facing you all the time. When you're alone in Sec 3, Who's with you always, who nearly quarreled with her good friends bcos of you. Now you're treating her like Shi*t. You assumed that we done you wrong, you're always the victim, everyone siding you. Just telling you, I'm not taking sides. Shiny told me to forgive& forget, but we can't go back to the past by tolerating. Yeah, you might be thinking why should I tolerate; it's bcos I treasure you as a friend. Felt like swearing at you that night but I know that's not gonna help anyway. Tolerating still.


Have been going hospital lately. Don't feel that good recently.
Studying& studying. I'm not clever so got to work harder.
Peers have been discussing about prom night.
Should I go anot?


A last minute date. Steamboat with woman& her boyf.
After that maybe going movie with BabyLim.
Was quite sad when I saw your blog.
Can't figure out what's going on now.
That's life.

Adios