Birthhday celebration @ White Bar.

I thank everyone of them who came down to celebrate with me, especially those who have morning shift for work the next time, I appreciate it alot, much loves. &I won't bother to mention names as they know they really made my day. & Thanks for the presents!

It's badly organised as I decided to celebrate at the very last minute. A big 'thank you' to Sandra for helping me to book seats over there, even thou there's no enough space for everyone. Having hiccups here& there which made me felt damn lousy. Sorry if anyone of you felt left out or what.

I got drunk very fast& all the photos I've taken were all after I got drunk. You guys can expect my tipsy face in all photos. & I regretted for getting drunk when things went wrong after that, I don't feel good at all. I'm willing to take all the blames but I know it's not gonna help.

Something happened when I'm on my way back with Miyake, Qi& co.

Another disappointment! Instead of resting when I reached Qi's place, we played mahjong. Throughout the whole session, I felt like I'm half-dead.

The one who made me felt the most happy is JaslynTYH. She came all the way to NYP just to pass me a mini cupcake& my present, but that's not what I felt happy for. There's more but I'll keep it to myself, maybe only Katkat will understand. The birthday card she made is my favourite, not forgetting to have stunts on the birthday card! I love it sooooo much, really! Thanks Doctor Toh for making the effort to make me feel this happy, it may seemed to be a minor thing to you, but after all these years, the things you've done yesterday marked down my memorable 18th Birthday.

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After all these months, what I've got fom you is merely the triggering of my tears& nothing else.

A simple disturbing word can make you start swearing at me. What's that supposed to mean? Am I such a lousy girlf?